NO pictures please!!

I am writing
this article
for a gay
magazine

and I understand
a little more
of the stars now,
pushing journalists

I feel the pressure
with every question
rising
digging
deep in my privacy

trying to keep
our son and the
identity of my girl
out of it

and they want
pictures
of me and
my family
no way
I want my
privacy

just wanted
to write
and article
so people
would understand

but they keep asking
and digging
getting close
to saying
fuck this!

No article
but don't want
to let
people down
I already told
them about it

they're waiting
expecting
my article
in April
in this lesbian magazine

I feel the pressure
already
now, by just
one article
so happy
it's just for once

is it??............

© AngelZpublishing 2006

Soul Flight

It feels like
putting my soul
on a plane

She is my love
my sunshine
my warmth
my smile
my twinkle

It feels really
weird that my
soul has left

my joy is gone
with her
all that's left
is her scent

her shirt
her pillow
her sweatshirt
cold and empty

I feel her
in my heart tho
my thoughts are
filled with her
Her ocean of love
is all around me

and still I miss her
her warmth and
her soft hands
on my naked skin

at the airport
It felt like
putting my soul
on a plane

© AngelZpublishing 2006

International Women Day

It's March 8th
International day of the woman
need to celebrate
that we are women

15 years ago
I did celebrate
helped with all
cuz I believe

Women play a
crucial role in
almost every
part of human life,

be it family or society,
this special day
is meant for honoring
her capabilities
and respecting
her achievements and being.

© AngelZpublishing 2006

3 litte words.......

I love you
with everthing
I got

I love you
as a flower loves
the spring

I love you
with every beat
my heart holds

I love you
around the moon
and back

I love you
as much as there
is water in the ocean

I love you
with every tone
my voice holds

I love you

© AngelZpublishing 2006

Memory Lane.........or Memory Ave?

Sometimes
I go back to old places
places that I know
or just have a
memory of

On that kind of
places
sometimes you
walk into the same
old people

people who are
stuck in same old
habits, moves
or sayings

They try to be funny
but you've all heard
it a hundred times before
why don't they grow
move on

tell something new
find a new joke
show a new move
the old ones
are getting old
and boring

and still
sometimes
I go back to old places

© AngelZpublishing 2005

Breakfast in Bed

A burned rock hard
beagle with cream cheese

some black toast
with peanutbutter

a freezing cold glass
of Orange Juice
with ice

A blue boiled egg
and coffee with sugar
and milk

a soft tap on
my shoulder
and a proud face
of a nine year old

my girl and our son
are coming home
I am looking forward
to his breakfast in bed

© AngelZpublishing 2005

seducer au natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction.
You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.


Now ain't that funny?