Fear
Ever felt that?
Not death fear
but any other
it comes close
when you get jealous
I can feel inner rage
never let that out
don't think I could
handle that
but it's there
makes you climb walls
with bare hands
makes you find
corners in your mind
you never saw
or even knew
they were there
Pain makes this fear
pain to lose
the pain of jealousy
I feel this pain
once in a while
it's tears me up
inside I bleed
my innervoice
screams
but is never been
heard
Fear comes from past
lives
got hurt, saw the signs
you trust your guts
and the ghosts of your mind
have a ball
and make up their own story
mixed with your gut feeling
gives you the fear
the fear to fail
the fear to lose
the fear of
fear
© AngelZpublishing 2005
