It keeps surprising me
how people think they know
people without really knowing
who they are
and what their background is
and how they became
who they are today.
I am thinking about myself
why I am a loner,
why I don't let people in
any more,
Why I am vulnerable.
And why I am loving
and have so much love to give.
why I don't care about
what people look like, or what color
their skin is, or what background they
come from
I have been raised with all those
differences
seven different nationalities in our family
but no love,
No understanding, no hugs and kisses
always smiling faces,
hidden behind masks
never showing the real you
cause you will get hurt
A bigger house, a better job,
less weight, longer hair, brighter eyes,
suntanned skin, whither teeth,
Nice's clothes, bigger car,
diamond ring..........never good enough
it learned me, I try never to judge
and never show my own pain,
hide the damage
show the shell
shallow people
