today is a weird day for me, for some reason I am so energized. full of good spirit
my brother turning 50 today, haven't seen or spoken to him in about 8 years....
still today, I think of him, he is close to my heart, cuz we're so much alike.
I have been thinking about my life lately, which has been a waiting game for the last
7 years, waiting for the weight of the world to fall of my shoulders and go home.
All I want is go home home home home
sometimes love is worse than the poison in your vains its there but it can hurt and kill you.
I keep it contained, and it bursts like jack in a box at the time when I can.
The only company I got right now is a couple of empty cd boxes my songbook, laptop and phone.
I created some wonderfull pics today with showing strangers my city on twitter.
wondering and asking for responses that never come. waiting again. and again and again.
while my creative and active mind runs 150 miles per hour, I am waiting away the time difference. taken away another day even it was a good but weird one.
Be good, Be love
