Two hands
choking me
pushing down on
my throat
that's how
loneliness feels
for the ones that
don't know
it's scary
it can consume you
I am trying to
fight the silence
and the pain
in my head and heart
the house is silence
no one to take care off
no one to be silly with
It cuts like
a hot knife
through buttercake
choking fighting
trying to breath
living from one
phonecall to the next
she loves me
she makes me breath
when slowly
the dark blanket
covers me again
and I gasp for air..........
© AngelZpublishing 2006
