a wandering mind

the night is falling
summer is on it's way
the rain keeps her out
but she is trying to get here

i feel the sheets on my skin
the darkness around me
and my thoughts are keeping
me up

mind is wandering off
into happiness and love
worries of the world
running around on my dusty attic

weight and health
how to chance
how to give
and how to receive?

just to be with the one I love
the one who is holding my heart
into her loving grip
squeezing it thight to
even love it more
to never let go.

wandering minds
running into the darkness
of the night

Summer is late..........

Summer has started
but is nowhere to be found
rain keeps falling down
soaking the earth

I am longing for that feeling
sand between my toes
from the beach
my torn jeans showing
my tanned skin underneath

my tanned face holding a smile
and sun bleached hair
my eyes summer sky blue
from soaking up sunlight all day

a white loose button down blouse
touching my sun tanned skin and
feeling comfortable on my body
my feet bare touching earth and feeling connected

my heart happy and full of joy
soaking up the sunlight energy
of summer...........it's here in date
but summer is late.........

empty spot.

So 40 days to go,
or actually it's 39 already
I just saw the time moving
to midnight
I feel seconds slide,
minutes breathing
and hours sigh

days pass,
and were counting down
our son finally got his passport
meaning our family is going to be complete
this summer.

the night wrapping me
in it's warm save cool blanket
seconds slide
minutes breathing
hours sigh

sliding my mind and being
into another lonely night
missing the warm body
just an empty spot.