Tuesday, April 16, 2013

let the sunshine in.........

Wow, it's been a while, lots of changes
life...goes on...with or without......it's been crazy...
heartbreaks, loves, sorrow, sadness, happiness daily life i guess
what a ride....now I'm trying to get my feet back on solid ground
it's harder than I thought.........but it's worth fighting and working for.

I'm trying to find the love inside me.....not in others any more
that has changed, I am meditating my self to sleep at night
to not feel the pain and loneliness anymore,
the loneliness had a tight grip on my heart....it's slowly
loosening up....to sometimes squeeze a little tighter.

I hope spring, warmth and sunshine will help me warm my heart again
to love and laugh and enjoy again...
im trying hard to escape the darkness that I feel now...

let the sunshine in, let the sunshine in....a tantrum in my head
let the sunshine in, let the sunshine in.....you're stronger than this
keep your head up! keep your head up!
it's so hard when you feel life is crumbling down on top of you
love, life, work....

breath......again I need the mountains....where are you when I need you most?
I know where to find you, if only I could get to you........

I travel in my head, stand there, on top in the Rockies.....
total happiness
and my heart opens...........and enlightens.

let the sunshine in...................