Thursday, November 08, 2012

A new rollercoaster.........

Wow, what's happening with me
so much going on in my life, feelings,
loneliness, darkness....winterdepression?
can I pass?
I'm somewhat confused, health issues
 nothing majore but some stuff is holding me back
from working out hard....that doesn't help me

I need the endorphine and adrenaline
not working out makes me lazy and tired
crabby and crying.
I'm strong and beautiful
I love life........ugh...I'm trying
can't blame a girl for trying!

me a girl with an opinion and more friends
in foreign countries than i have closer to home
which is weird, don't you think?
I'm a marshmallow by heart
some things hit me hard, friendship, animal suffering
some things i couldn't care less, people who get hurt
by their own stupidity i couldn't care less

Matters of the heart............
unspoken things...........they hit me hard
and hunt me...........when things can't be resolved
or are not said, that gets under my skin,
and burn......

Be good, Be love.....