I don't know how, and I don't know why,
but I am sure enjoying it.
the roller coaster is on again, and we're still
going up and up
aware that at some time it will burst in energy
loose his grip, and can only hope it will
follow the trail and slide us gently down
to an abrupt stop and the end of the road
right now we're on the high and enjoying it!
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
train of thoughts
it's been a while and man alot has happend
it's typical for me to turn to my blog when stuff
is bothering, or overwhelming me I also turn here
when I feel lonely or misunderstood
I feel like I can reorganize my own thoughts to see
them back all written down.
I used to do that on paper but no one to share it with then
and i felt offended when some one did read it,
it's easier some how to share it with people I don't know
that I don't see, and won't comment on my world of thoughts.
Some days I have nothing to say, cuz haven't spoken one word all
day really. And some times I just talk to my baby this way, words
that are written down will never be lost.
it's typical for me to turn to my blog when stuff
is bothering, or overwhelming me I also turn here
when I feel lonely or misunderstood
I feel like I can reorganize my own thoughts to see
them back all written down.
I used to do that on paper but no one to share it with then
and i felt offended when some one did read it,
it's easier some how to share it with people I don't know
that I don't see, and won't comment on my world of thoughts.
Some days I have nothing to say, cuz haven't spoken one word all
day really. And some times I just talk to my baby this way, words
that are written down will never be lost.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Stolen hours, given days
While my body is trying to get back into the timezone
I originally live in(which isn't working very well I am writing at 6 am)
my mind keeps wondering back to the wonderfull time I had this time with my Angel.
after the long wait that always keeps us a part from each other, it was finally that time,
and we complained earlier this year about the hours "they" keep steeling from us
when it comes to day light saving. We laughed and cried, held each other, made love, and were loving, a family, did chores and all the things a normall family does.
for the miles in between were not a normall family, other than that, I think we come pretty close. But what is normal any way.
any how.......................my flight was changed and I got to my Angel's arms an hour later then we planned, so again "they" stole an hour from us. But like always we never put to much energy to it and moved on with being our happy little selves.
After a while, the time came close rapitly for me to return to my originial timezone and inside we weren't ready for that yet, we both had the feeling something wasn't done yet, but only human as we are we didn't paid much attention to it, other than the heartbreak that we go through and the tears and need of sucking up every touch and kiss.
We did what we normally never do, and checked my flight stuff on net, my flight was cancelled!!
how was I to get my butt to Chicago now? Were my plane to Amsterdam was waiting? Kinda nervous and grinny but sick to my stomach we tried to figure out what happend! and indeed it was cancelled! To cut a long story short, After a lot of phonecalls, recalls and emails and two other flights later I got my flight on Wednesday! 3 days later than I was supposse to leave the states!
So all the stolen hours were given back in days.......................
I originally live in(which isn't working very well I am writing at 6 am)
my mind keeps wondering back to the wonderfull time I had this time with my Angel.
after the long wait that always keeps us a part from each other, it was finally that time,
and we complained earlier this year about the hours "they" keep steeling from us
when it comes to day light saving. We laughed and cried, held each other, made love, and were loving, a family, did chores and all the things a normall family does.
for the miles in between were not a normall family, other than that, I think we come pretty close. But what is normal any way.
any how.......................my flight was changed and I got to my Angel's arms an hour later then we planned, so again "they" stole an hour from us. But like always we never put to much energy to it and moved on with being our happy little selves.
After a while, the time came close rapitly for me to return to my originial timezone and inside we weren't ready for that yet, we both had the feeling something wasn't done yet, but only human as we are we didn't paid much attention to it, other than the heartbreak that we go through and the tears and need of sucking up every touch and kiss.
We did what we normally never do, and checked my flight stuff on net, my flight was cancelled!!
how was I to get my butt to Chicago now? Were my plane to Amsterdam was waiting? Kinda nervous and grinny but sick to my stomach we tried to figure out what happend! and indeed it was cancelled! To cut a long story short, After a lot of phonecalls, recalls and emails and two other flights later I got my flight on Wednesday! 3 days later than I was supposse to leave the states!
So all the stolen hours were given back in days.......................
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