run...........

I really want to run right now

through the fog, and out run it

misty as my head

nothing but my own breathing

the wet cloudy air

makin me soaked

my hair drips water drops on eyebrows

running into my eyes

hiding my tears

from a heavy heart

and sleepless nights

asking the sun to be strong

burn it off, take away my clouds

and get me clear headed again

so I can see

expectations

do you ever think about those?

expectations................they hurt...........but who does?

yourself, u, u are having the expectations....that others don't know about.

but you expect them to know, and if they don't they hurt you, while

honestly you hurt yourself. you are the one holding the expectations....

isn't that a confusing mindgame with yourself or is it me?

Be good Be love

Good but weird one......

I am not great on sharing really private stuff with others, other than the ones I love the most.

today is a weird day for me, for some reason I am so energized. full of good spirit

my brother turning 50 today, haven't seen or spoken to him in about 8 years....

still today, I think of him, he is close to my heart, cuz we're so much alike.

I have been thinking about my life lately, which has been a waiting game for the last

7 years, waiting for the weight of the world to fall of my shoulders and go home.

All I want is go home home home home

sometimes love is worse than the poison in your vains its there but it can hurt and kill you.

I keep it contained, and it bursts like jack in a box at the time when I can.

The only company I got right now is a couple of empty cd boxes my songbook, laptop and phone.

I created some wonderfull pics today with showing strangers my city on twitter.

wondering and asking for responses that never come. waiting again. and again and again.

while my creative and active mind runs 150 miles per hour, I am waiting away the time difference. taken away another day even it was a good but weird one.

Be good, Be love

Kids!

have to love them,

have to snuggle, cuddle, fight, argue, tell, annoy,

listen, feed, taxi, teach, laugh, learn, raise your voice (rarely)

stimulate, influence, protect, carry, nurse and hug them.

sometimes not! in puberty not!

but HAVE to love them....