Am I the only one?

Am I?
the only one that wants
a  normal, healthy relationship
shared and admired?

loved and resepected
and treathed with dignity.
with the airtime that  love deserves?

why is this so scary to people?
is it a lifetime commitment?
only when you both want it!

why not live laugh and love
NOW!!
it's here! now! staring at you!

if we live later, then what happens today?
if we laugh later, you didn't understand the joke!
If we would love later, its a day late..........

Grab it, hold it, (gently, with open hand)
enjoy it, cherish and share it......

Am I the only one?

Sometimes....

Sometimes i am just so lost..
I feel like i don't understand love
The pulling and the pushing
Just love,  why is it so hard at times
And why is it so easy many times?
Why is one week different from another?
Love is love!
Always there!
Right in your face!
Staring at you....
Just miss me like I miss you....
Sometimes i am so lost...