I want to scream
but no sound is
coming from my
mouth
feel like I am back
in the rollercoaster
emotional I flip,
spin, turn, and
start over again
repressing my
happiness with
uncertainty
don't want to
be disappointed
brings me stress
my body is tired
my head is pounding
my eyes are burning
spin, flip, twist
and start all over again
feel like I am on the top
of that rollercoaster
ready to fall into
the deep
and everything in
my body is resisting
the release
holding my breath
still holding
and waiting for
the release
on the highest
point of the
rollercoaster of life
© AngelZpublishing 2005
