but how do you u handle a complete struggle?
Not willing to give it up, that just isn't me.
But how do you know when you're are fighting on your own?
what are the signs?
and why am I blinded for them?
my instincts are never wrong.........why are they now?
why do I turn into goo?
Me?
the strong?
loving caring, you looking at me huh huh huh? tough loving chick? why?
am I being a leo? and wanting what I can never have?
running after someone so hard, that the someone can't do anything else than run away?
I need my oceans and mountains again! fresh cool air to clear my head, get this fog out.
meanwhile struggling, trying to understand..............me, myself and love.......
love was never meant to be easy................
