Sunday, May 28, 2006

The circle

the awareness of
getting out of the
lonely circle is
very on my mind
these days

I got invited by
friends, friends I
don't see daily and
live a few hours away
Invited to celebrate
the gay weekend
with them

I want to break out
of this lonely circle
of loneliness
but don't want
to feel alone
among thousands
of lesbians

the fear of the
evening ending
the music turning to
slow dance
couples finding
eachother
and me feeling
like a left over
from a good meal

so I want to go
but I don't want to
go without my girl
my pride and joy
the angel of my life
but I have to
If I go
I want to break
this lonely circle
but I am afraid
of feeling lonely

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