Friday, August 04, 2006

I feel so helpless.........

My girl
is getting sad
the closer we get
to be together
the worse it gets

the realization
of being this far
is hitting her hard
setting the mood
and making her think

it effects her
on a daily base
I find this so sad
and I feel so helpless

the more the countdown
get lower in numbers
and in days
the more cheery
I get
I am going to be
in her arms soon

although in the back
of my brain
there is that fear
the date
when I have to
leave again

It's pushing hard
on my chest
making difficult
to breath and stay
calm

my poor baby
got that even worse
I feel so helpless

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